days

I haven't written in awhile.   I keep saying I don't have time or anything interesting to contribute right now.  I kept putting my writing off because I was pausing my life for school.  I'm not making the grades I want to, so I figured I could give more and more of myself and life to school to improve them.  But I think what I need is a step back.  This is life too.
I made a C, the first one in college.  It sucked.  I'm not going to say that I didn't cry because I did.  I was below average, and guess what! The world didn't spin off orbit, and I didn't miraculously stop breathing, my parents didn't disown me. Nope life is the same, I am breathing, and the world seems okay to me, and my parents still love me.  Grades don't define me anymore.  I am not a great student anymore, but more importantly I am still a daughter of Christ.  I am still relevant as a C student.
I think I need to focus on a balance these days.  School can get really tiring.