I haven't written in awhile. I keep saying I don't have time or anything interesting to contribute right now. I kept putting my writing off because I was pausing my life for school. I'm not making the grades I want to, so I figured I could give more and more of myself and life to school to improve them. But I think what I need is a step back. This is life too.
I made a C, the first one in college. It sucked. I'm not going to say that I didn't cry because I did. I was below average, and guess what! The world didn't spin off orbit, and I didn't miraculously stop breathing, my parents didn't disown me. Nope life is the same, I am breathing, and the world seems okay to me, and my parents still love me. Grades don't define me anymore. I am not a great student anymore, but more importantly I am still a daughter of Christ. I am still relevant as a C student.
I think I need to focus on a balance these days. School can get really tiring.
